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I lack in updates.

I don't know why I keep forgetting about this site... I miss my old name =[.

xanga - adriasmom
lj - selador

I update there, but I'll still do all of my photos here.

later!

snap son

New puzzles & printables for the entire family: www.WuzzlesandPuzzles.com

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Sorry to those avid readers of mine (all one of you?). I switched because of baby daddy drama. Oh yes, I have become that person.

1. Jerrod bitches about DIAPER PICTURES on this blog. I'm not taking them down because I do not feel there is nothing inappropriate about my pictures.
   
2. My care source needed renewed. The caseworker messed something up so now I'm waiting to be re approved. Jerrod thinks this is my fault.
3. Because of care source, we had to cancel her ear tube surgery until we get approved. Jerrod is infuriated. She has not had an ear infection in months, and ear tube surgery is not exigent to her health. This is not detrimental, you know?
   
4. Jerrod drops her off and said she's been sick. He told me to take her to the doctor's office. She was fine, I did not feel the need to take her. (Last winter I was always told that she was "sick". I took her to the doctor at least once every two weeks and every time she was FINE. Boy who cried wolf anyone? I have things to do, sorry.)
5. He calls children's services on me. Because I didn't take her to the doctors.
   
6. For the last time, he crossed the line and was verbally and mentally abusive.

For those reasons, I felt that my blog wasn't safe. Then I realized I can change the address so here I am. Right now the thought of him just makes me ill. He keeps telling me he wants to be a family, but then he gets mad at me and CALLS CPS ON ME. I can't go through another one of his fits. I just can't do it anymore. He always told me "we'd just be fine if you'd submit and listen to me". That made me think, that's all I want to do. I'm one of those women who wants a man to wear the pants and be in charge. But I cannot submit to a man who treats me like I'm stupid and crosses every line in the book. I need to feel safe and loved before I'll submit to anyone.

I just got a letter saying the claims of neglect are unsubstantiated and the case against me was dropped. My parents are understandably infuriated. So they have lawyer to take my case, and this dude costs $200 an hour, so I'm going to assume he's good. I'm afraid I'll incur the wrath of Jerrod if I follow the lawyer's advice and that advice happens to piss him off.

happier post to come. I'll finish post picture later.

dani - almost christmas!

adria finally learned a word that's in english! she can say "uh-oh!" as plain as day. I'm loving it. I guess when I was her age all I ever said was "uh-oh". she's my baby <3

I updated her 18 and 19 month photos. check em out!

my mom and I took adria to see santa at the mall. we stopped by baby gap (after trying 3 other stores) and bought her some matching tights and shoes for her dress. the tights are white with gold sparkles and the shoes are gold slippers. when we were walking through the mall we kept getting compliments on how cute she is. in line she kept pointing at santa and jabbering at him and trying to look at all the little babies. there were two tiny, tiny new babies ahead of us, they were SO adorable. then lol it was our turn! adria was not amused with santa, and she wouldn't even let us sit her anywhere near him. so the nice elves pulled out a little reindeer for her to sit on but she was still all hell no about the whole thing so both pictures are of her throwing a shit fit. she's lucky she's cute.

and for those who don't know, my child is absolutely terrified of everything. e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g. we're on the porch and a car drives by, she runs up to me and clings to my leg. someone walks past us and smiles at her, she cries. someone comes up and talks to me, she flips out and practically pulls my pants down trying to climb up me. I put her down so I can adjust, she acts like I just threw her to the sharks. it's absolutely ridiculous. but I guess it's another flaw I passed on because I as well am a chicken shit. but she has no issue preforming acrobatic acts that are heart attack worthy for anyone who catches her in the act.

I finally sold all my medium diapers. around fifteen for ninety dollars. all in one sale. thank god! I bought four brand new diapers from abby's lane. the new pink gingham floral, peach, and hot pink large fuzzibunz and a blossom bumGenious v.2. I love them, too bad I got them after linda picked adria up. but they're washed and ready to go. I'm thinking of striping my older larges tomorrow/tonight. I think I'm the 4th owner of these so they're kind of funky. I recently read about stripping diapers in a dishwasher, I think I'll try that one out.

fall quarter ended a week ago, and winter doesn't start until the 7th. I love the beginning of new quarters. I'm taking a math, world civilization, and pop culture. I swear I'm never going to finish school, I'll be taking classes forever. at least it gets me out of the house.

work is still going well. I'm only working 2 days a week, but my manager debbie said something about working on getting me more hours. I guess they like me! I had to close the dining room the other night. that sucked. I closed with this other girl, hazel, and usually it's only one person who closes so I can't imagine how much of a pain in the ass that is. I hope I get to stick to closing bakery.

I keep seeing previews for new bring it on movies. why do they still make those? I mean, the first one was fairly amusing. but I'm a fan of kirsten dunst, and the girl that was in buffy. that was a movie that did NOT need a sequel. I saw maybe a few minutes of the second one and no. just no.

uh. I think I'm done talking.

nineteen months.

12.10.07 - dustin's friend dean passed out on the couch like that. dani was amused.



playing peek-a-boo with her dress.



since adria's santa photos failed, I took some at home. I failed as well. this was the best one.



the whole outfit. I love the shoes.



dean *still* passed out.



my brother's adventures in home tattooing.



he is so smart.




12.13.07




























12.17.07 - helping grandpa fix the computer.



adria is such a good helper



new diaper.


what!


momma's new hair do.


12.18.07 - christmas love.


angel


an ornament I painted last minute, because that's how I roll.


our tree!


12.23.07 - watching the rugrats with uncle dustin.


mmm milk!


she was unsure of her surroundings.


morgan was just her size!


pretty girl <3


blurrrrrr


her and morgan playing.





getting down and dirty


playing with the twin's toys at great-great-uncle mike's


adria and mike.


she was dancing, but you can't tell.


"all gone?"


too lazy to flip.


12.25.07 - dustin eating his candy.


presents!


adria's stocking.


my stocking. it sings and growls and makes adria cry.


jacquimo opening his cat nip.


he was excited!


loving it.


adria's table. anything that is yellow was purple. but purple does not match adria's room so I fixed that.


really loving it.


"omg, cat nip"


no snow =[


rabies being rabies.



rabies looking at me.


dustin and his new ride.


lame.


adria right after jerrod dropped her off. she loved the table.